“Why can’t you see just how much I fucking loved you?
What was so hard, that you couldn’t open your eyes and look my way once? What could possibly be so difficult to notice me? I’ve been right here in front of you, waiting, wishing, wondering, just when you would come to senses and realize Hey love could be right in front of me? And now that I’ve finally started to let go, move on after all the heart break, You have the nerve to come out of nowhere and try to pull me back? So what, were you just fucking with me since the beginning? Did you think, I was just some little toy you could pick up, drop, toss, whenever the fuck you felt like it? Really? I have been through miles of pain and hurt just trying to get to you. To reach you. He cheated. He lied. And you still went after him time after time. And I just had to sit here and endure the hurt, while trying to somehow be strong enough to be your shoulder when you needed me. I tried so hard, to put my anger and frustration aside for you. Tried to play this role of Best friend. And for what? To give up and move on when suddenly you come to your fucking mind and see that I’ve been here with open arms? You hurt me, every time. And now he’s dropped you, and I wasn’t there to help you this time. And that’s when finally figure out where I’ve been? How high I held you in my life..?
You couldn’t cut me anymore deeper than coming to me like this. You always had the chance for the key to my heart. It was always right there for you. But not anymore. I threw it away with all the suffering and heartache. I’m sorry, but only one thing good came out of loving you. Realizing that I deserve more than what you were giving me.”
